Friday, February 17, 2017

Kryptonate

You are my kryptonate. Since I seem to always find a way to survive, even the toughest of situations and circumstances, I am superman and you are my kryptonate.

While I never like being superman, it's times that I feel connected to you that make that status so much more bearable. Oftentimes I get lost in the loss of you, but when I feel your presence, I can't help but feel inspired. And that inspiration fuels me for months and even years.

Don't get me wrong, I do get lost in the loss of you and I do often feel that loss and hurt very easily. But when I have my moments of you, it's one-thousand percent worth it. And ironically, it's in my moments of life (and love) when I feel as if I moved on, when I really feel connected to you. It's also in those moments of "giving up" when I feel your presence and when you "come to me".

I don't know why I doubt our connection, but when I feel these moments, I get confirmation that we are always and will always be on the same page. You once told me that love is a connection that never dies, and the more I see and learn, the more I truly understand that. Wise beyond your years, you give me hope for life and love.

You are my soulmate (in more ways than one) and I will never lose that.

No fears and limitless, MHF
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