Michael, I don't understand. I don't think I ever will.
They say that everything happens for a reason. That people are brought into your life for a specific purpose. I don't believe them. For if that was the case, why were you brought into my life? Despite all the happy, blissful moments we shared, they are not worth the earth shattering heartbreak that I am faced with. No amount of joy and love is worth this amount of pain.
They say that heartbreak is part of life. That it makes people stronger and live richer lives. I don't believe them. For if that was the case, you wouldn't have been brought into my life. Despite all the screaming fights and tears, it hasn't made me love any deeper. No amount of anger and pain will make my life richer.
They say that if you truly love someone, you know when to let them go. That love doesn't always mean that you will end up together. I do believe them. Despite the years we've been together and the memories of our planned future, it is time for me to let go. I'm not letting go because I think that I will start to feel you again. I am letting go because I truly know that you are my soul mate. I am letting go because I can no longer suffer through this tender sacrifice.
"Say something, I'm giving up on you"
- Say Something by A Great Big World and Christina Aguilera
No Fears and Limitless, MHF
