"He loved her enough to let her go even before he'd had her. And she'd loved him enough to wait for him" - The Mistress, Tiffany Reisz
The ultimate sacrifice of love, my ultimate sacrifice for you.
Since I was little, I have been terrified about love. Finding and keeping love, although I so desperately wanted it, just seemed too much for me to handle. Already seeing the effects of dying love, I never wanted to experience that...until I did.
Recently, I have been terrified to fall in love again. The love we shared, while it was much too short, was a love that everyone dreams about. It was a love that I wanted and needed. Wanting to only hold onto our love, I spent the last few years alone. For what if I met another soul mate, what would happen to our love? What would happen to my love that I promised you would last forever?
Now, I am terrified that I won't find love again. Learning that love is never the same, I am ready. Not because I want to depend on someone, not because I need a man to complete me, but because I know that I was brought onto this earth to love. For my love is strong enough to endure more than one love. I know that, even though pieces of me will always remain with you, I will move on. For my love for you, your love for me, our love for each other has given me strength. Even in my moments of weakness and grief, those tears and painful days keep making me stronger. And while, I will never see, speak, or hear from you again, I can't thank you enough for everything that you have given me.
No Fears and Limitless, MHF
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